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I can't believe it. I can't make it click in my noggin. I can't even IMAGINE that I am going to Germany for my whole junior year. Out of America. Out of this greedy, materialistic, selfish nation. And into a place where nature really matters. People are very environmentally friendly. Laziness isn't an issue- people ride bikes, people hike, people spend time OUTDOORS. I will fucking love it there, and I will never want to come home. I am in awe.

Happy new year? I am the best at pinball. no questions asked. :P I should have just stayed in Columbus. I come back... and there's snow. there's misery. Just where I left off, I must complete the failure. Why can't I escape again? Take me away... take me away... I am in a straight jacket. There is nothing I can do. Nothing nothing nothing nothing. I will settle for less than I desire, but there is nothing I can even attempt to grasp. If you understand this even remotely at all, well, thank you. I am thinking about falling asleep and not waking up for three days. School? Fuck that. School is a waste of my time.

So, my mom's boyfriend got us a really spiffy new printer/scanner/copier thing. This means that I can scan all of my little creations, and have GOOD QUALITY versions of them, instead of the crappy quality picture-of-my-drawings. AND I can print off pictures from my camera too. Yeaaaaaa That's a little exciting. But, my dad bought an 8 gig mp3 player for me off Ebay, and it sucks ass. it won't play even half of my songs, and a few of the buttons don't work, and all sorts of shit. A little lesson for you: Never expect to get good things off of Ebay. ----- Also, I've been thinking about the things that have been bugging me recently. It's a